Ive been absent from this blog, I do apologize. Lately life is been a roller coaster ride. I have been back in chastity for the past two months, but I haven't always been on my best behavior. Again we have both been very busy, and it is hard for me to stay focused when we both have so much on our plates. It's also hard for me to stay chaste, I do s better job behaving when she is engaged with the lifestyle fully, and as of late that hasn't been the case. I've been in diapers at night the entire time, not during the day though. We did go on a walk the other day around the neighbor hood, and I had a diaper on under my gym shorts. That's as close to wearing in the day time as I've got.
A few weeks ago I began making what she has wanted for so long; my "crib". We built the entire thing from scratch, it's framed around a twin mattress and box spring. It's fully lockable, with wooden "rails" for the sides and top. Once I'm locked in I couldn't get out unless I broke one the wooden rails. It's been done for a few days, yet last night was the first time I slept in it, yet it wasn't the reason I had such a restless night. One of her Christmas presents came in the mail two days ago; my posey straight jacket. She wanted it to be tight, so we ordered a small. Let's just say my excitement for the jacket died quickly, it's fun for an hour, not all night.
Last night I got home late, I was quickly diapered and put in plastic panties. She then led me to my room, and proceeded to put me in the straight jacket. After tucking me under the covers, she locked the crib door and went to bed. Sleep was hard, I kept waking up and drifting off. I couldn't use my diaper laying down, I still haven't went number 2 since then. I kept fighting against the arm sleeves, the crotch strap kept the pushing the wet diaper into me, and I was not happy. I don't like not sleeping next to her, I really didn't like being alone. Around 5:00am she came in and took off my jacket and locked the crib. I would have killed to go back to our bed, I mean "her" bed. By morning my diaper was bloated, I fell into s deep sleep once the jacket was off. "I don't know about you, but I had the best sleep in years, I love this crib" she said. I was reminded through out the day that I was sleeping in the jacket again, in my "crib". I'm not looking forward to it, I just want to sleep, in peace, next to her. Be careful what you wish for
